Still Burdened

If you read my post yesterday, you can see that my mind is full and my thoughts jump around. As I went to and participated at the temple this morning my mind was once again full of random thoughts. I am still feeling burdened. The feeling that I felt when I started going to the temple in the morning once a week is still there. Now, however, there are more thoughts, which in turn causes me more confusion trying to understand what the feeling of a great burden means and why I am aware of it now when I wasn't before. I am aware of an opposition that I haven't felt, the likes of before. There seems to be a great interest from the unseen world in distracting me. It is making it hard to sort out what all this means. I am also concerned about some of the ideas that have been forming in my head. I know they are from Satan because no good result will come from following them. They are mixed in with other ideas and understandings of a spiritual nature. It is as if a great battle is going on in my head for my very soul. Unfortunately I don't have time to elaborate on any of it, and I am quite sure my train of thought that I have going right now will not last until later. If I don't get going I am going to be late getting to the Spanish class that Barb and I are taking. I guess the point of this post is described in the title of it, I still feel burdened, the feeling is intensifying.